A Weird Dream

I dreamt of being in a house. Other than myself, there is my baby girl, my mother-in-law and another lady whom I have no idea who she is.

I was looking for milk powder. Then I found cartons of milk powders with only 2 cans are the right formula for my daughter. The rest of the milk powder are for toodler and older kid for like 1 year and above. When I picked the milk powdwer, it changed into 2 pages of a newspaper.

Because of the frustration in looking for her things, I screamed at my mother-in-law for not being a good caregiver. As her diapers, milk powder, cleaning lotion, changing mat, etc are all over the house in different rooms. My mother-in-law just stood aside and did nothing as I scolded her.

I decided that I am going to take my daughter out of the house. I look for a bag to pack some of her neccessity. I can't find a bag to hold her diapers. I can't find container to hold milk powder, I can't find thermos to hold hot water. I only managed to get hold of a changing mat in front of me. I was very frustrated.

Then I looked up and saw my daughter lying uncomfortably at the edge of the sofa. I decided that I should pick her up myself since no one else seem to care for her in this house. As I walked towards my daughter. I noticed there is an unknown lady sitting there, in her own world mostly. Never saying anything or helping or looking in my entire dream.

Moving towards my daughter who is still lying in an ackward position, I picked her up. Still looking at her, I told her I love her and gave her a kiss. I remember she smiled at me, as if she understood what I have told her and telling me she loves me too.

Note: I am not pregnant and I have not seen my mother-in-law for a long time.